You feel shameful for having sexual desires and needs
You feel disgusted with your body and identity
You feel guilt and shame for even just existing
You have a fear of being in relationships
When you are in relationships you allow people to take advantage of you
You always feel stuck in fight, hide and freeze mode in your life
You can’t trust anyone in your life
You feel that everyone is out there to get you and hurt you
You feel that no one will ever accept you as you are
You feel broken and unworthy of having boundaries in your life
You struggle with mood swings and feel insecure and a strong need to withdraw and hide
Fear of intimacy, closeness or even being hugged by people
You feel disgusted when someone touches you who has no ill intention toward